Who shot that arrow in your throat?

Today was...
hmmm.
A lot of different things. Very strange. At lunch I was... yah. Sorry if I snapped at anyone, it's all kind of a blur. I was in a bad mood. Cuz my back huuurts. And I was also just... mad. For no reason. Why does this keep happening? For no particular reason? Maybe there's something wrong with me...

Anyway so after school it got better. Amara's house was fun. Yaaaah, our talent show things... ok...
lol.

And then I went on Nerdfighters! And Ficlets! And after this I'm gonna go on Youtube and do my homework. Ugh, I'm slowly killing myself. I know, you're saying, "then get off the computer and do your work! Get some sleep! You will have time for that later!"
Well, I don't exactly make the smartest decisions, and I'm saying that to myself, but I'm just not listening. Ugh, I'm stupid.

Can you tell I'm in a strange mood right now? And my back... ugh I want to lay down. It feels good when I lay down.

Oh, I have a new comment on my Nerdfighter page... (according to Gmail) I should probably check it... Actually I probably shouldn't but I probably will anyways.

Yah, I'm slowly killing myself.

I'm not good with titles

I keep thinking about the "future." Like on the trip, after we played truth that one night I kept thinking about what I would do after high school, what I would do after college. I don't know why. Maybe because of the road trip idea thing. lol the road trip. ok. ANYWAYS

Saw Indiana Jones yesterday. The bugs were creepy. It was a good movie. Probably going to the movies again today to see Made of Honor. But first I need to get new pointe shoes. Seriously, I cannot take another class in those shoes, I've had then since November. You're not supposed to have them for more than like 3 months. Oops.

Lock and Key was a good book. But I still like some of her (Sarah Dessen) other books better. And now since Sarah Dessen hasn't written anymore I'm reading The Nature of Jade by Deb Caletti. She's supposed to be a good author. So far she is.

I bought a CD! At Starbucks! The Starbucks at Trump Tower! Yah, I'm serious. It's Narrow Stairs, Death Cab for Cutie. Hm. It's good. I love Plans though, nothing can beat Plans. Watch me change my mind.

I vow not to say kk bibi anymore.

For now I will say bye.

=]

Home!

So I'm back! From the East Coast trip! Yay! Seriously, I'm actually glad to be home. Is it horrible that I'm surprised about that?

Now I just have a couple of things to do, but after that hopefully I won't be as stressed-out as before.

Yyeeesss!!! Like two more weeks of school!!! I'm so happy!!!

But also sad. I'm gonna miss my friends, the **island**

I'm gonna have to make new friends next year... uh... yah. ok.

But I'm not gonna worry about that. I'm not gonna worry about anything. I'm gonna do AR, the East Coast notebook, and organize the math and bible binders. And try not to think ahead.

Taking each step at a time, and getting some sleep. At least for the summer.

hm. Am I missing something? I feel like I'm missing something.

Like what you ask? I don't know. But something.

quiz results

What Be Your Nerd Type? Your Result: Social Nerd   You're interested in things such as politics, psychology, child care, and peace. I wouldn't go so far as to call you a hippie, but some of you may be tree-huggers. You're the type of people who are interested in bettering the world. You're possible the least nerdy of them all; unless you participate in other activies that paled your nerdiness compared to your involvement in social activities. Whatever the case, we could still use more of you around. ^_^
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I"m really happy. Why? I don't know. These days I cannot decipher my moods very well. Maybe it's cause the science fair is over!!!! Or that all the other projects are over!! Or because the east coast is next week!! Or because I'm missing two weeks of dance!! (that's bad- I know) Or maybe it's cause I'm listening to Motion City Soundtrack and they put me in a good mood. I don't know. But I'm happy. =] See? Happy! lol

And, nervous. Cause of two things.

One, math test. I'm pretty confident about it, but that's why I'm scared. Whatch me fail because I think I might acually get the chapter.

Two, dance auditions for High School. I'm nervous. She thinks I'm good just because I dance at PCB, so I think I won't be as good as she thinks I am. And she's never even seen me dance!! I'm not very good...
And, it's not even the normal auditions because I'll be on the east coast trip during the real ones. So I'm taking on of her classes instead. I'm nnneeerrrrvvvvooouuuussss.
And, I'm missing the math test to take her class so I have to take it at some other time of the day. Probably 6th period. Or lunch. Yup.

I like this song. =]=]

I'm still happy. uummmm I have to leave now to go... somewhere. oooooo mysterious!! Not really, kk bibi.

(and by the way I said bibi first)

hahahahaha k bye

I love this, it's the thing for open house
I love mine =]=]

Camille
Observant, creative, indecisive, and spontaneous
Sibling of Kelly Belly
Lover of GREEN, The Hush Sound, ficlets, photography, and Hansens soda
Fears spiders and closed minds
Needs my friends, my parents, my sister and my dog
Gives (lends) so many books to my friends that I’m considered the NetFlix of books
Would like to see The Hush Sound live again =]=]
Amber Tamblyn would star in a movie of my life
Dream job is a photographer
Resident of P-
O-

yah, I figured I probably shouldn't put where I live. or my last name.

She said she won the world at carnival

"She held the world apon a string"
So I've been listening to this Pretty Odd by Panic! At the Disco a lot. Like, over and over while I'm doing homework (Or doing something else while the homework is on the desk in front of me.)I mean, I've listened to other stuff too, I currently have 90 songs in the Recently Added playlist, but mainly this.

but it never made her happy, cuase she couldn't ever have me
I've been so busy. So. Many. Projects. (lol George, "we do?") Even Mr Bailey was like "the administrators are kind of worried." And I was thinking, "great, change it the year AFTER i leave.

I don't love you I'm just passing the time. You could love me if I knew how to lie. But who could love me I am out of my mind? I can't wait for a break. The East Coast Trip is next week!! Yay!!! I probably won't be able to post on here though... or OMG NO!! ficlets!!! Two weeks without ficlets... omg. Wow, I am addicted.

(btw all the italics are lyrics. She Had the World. By, if you couldn't guess, Panic! At the Disco)

Throwing a line out to sea, to see if I can catch a dream

Even More Quiz Results. lol.

Your Eyes Should Be Violet

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What Color Should Your Eyes Be?

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You're a bit ... unusual. And so is your blog. You're impulsive, and you'll often post the first thing that pops in your head. Completely uncensored, you blog tends to shock... even though that's not your intent. You tend to change your blog often, experimenting with new designs and content.

What's Your Blogging Personality?

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You Are a Dreaming Soul

Your vivid emotions and imagination takes you away from this world So much so that you tend to live in your head most of the time You have great dreams and ambitions that could be the envy of all... But for you, following through with your dreams is a bit difficult You are charming, endearing, and people tend to love you. Forgiving and tolerant, you see the world through rose colored glasses. Underneath it all, you have a ton of passion that you hide from others. Always hopeful, you tend to expect positive outcomes in your life. Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul, Prophet Soul, and Traveler Soul

http://www.blogthings.com/whatkindofsoulareyouquiz/">What Kind of Soul Are You?

Antonia

Just got the album Even If It Kills Me by Motion City Soundtrack.
Listening to it right now,
while writing a ficlet.
Some lyrics of the song Antonia caught my attention
(I didn't know I'd thrown it...)
Read the rest
Almost made me cry
I don't know why
It just... did

Hello

Hey, I haven't posted on here in a while...
Well, around 4 days, but it seems like a while.

So every since India lent me the new Panic! At the Disco album, I've had the songs in my head all the time. I actually just listened to it (I put it on my computer) like 3 times in a row. Then I got tired of that and started listening to The Hush Sound. And then I come on here. Weird...

For some reason my phone keeps turning off randomly. And no, it's not because the battery is low or anything. Cause it's not.

So for the art fair thingy at school, I have 13 pictures!! Yes, I'm proud. I love my pictures. I think two of them are on here ---------------->

I did my science presentation today! Yay! I was really nervous, but it actually turned out okay! This is the first oral presentation I've done this year that I haven't completely messed up. And I did more of my experiment today at lunch too. And, more people got the whole thing right! It's like the people at the Island are smarter than the people at drama or something. I still want more people to do it though...

I went to 21 Choice's after school!! Yay!! Because you know I'm working there in two years....

Graduation pictures were on Tuesday. They were kinda fun. We soooo many random pictures.

I can't wait for the East Coast Trip. I need a break. I think we all do.