Tuesday, February 24, 2009

Wiping off makeup, laughing at the sky

How come I'm so honest with you? I really... trust you. I hope you know.

Like, I don't think you get it. I don't think you get how much it... it helps.



I'm trying not to say too much here. I'm trying to not add fluff to make it sound pretty, like I always do. I'm trying not to make stuff up. You get what I mean, I think.



Just... yeah.

I just wanted to say that.
I think this may be a thanks.


Monday, February 23, 2009

Red Lipstick and White Chocolate, Grey Tights and Overcast skies

"Can I keep you?"
-Casper

"Do not consider me now as an elegant female, intending to plague you, but as a rational creature, speaking the truth from her heart"
-Pride and Prejudice

"every view was pointed out with a minuteness which left beauty entirely behind"
-Pride and Prejudice

"I certainly have not the talent which some people possess, of conversing easily with those I have never seen before. I cannot catch their tone of conversation, or appear interested in their concerns, as I often see done."
-Pride and Prejudice

"Miss Darcy looked as if she wished for courage enough to join in it; and sometimes did venture a short sentence when there was least danger of its being heard"
-Pride and Prejudice

"Elizabeth, agitated and confused, rather knew that she was happy, than felt herself to be so"
-Pride and Prejudice

“Gratiano: You look not well, Signior Antonio;
You have too much respect upon the world.
They lose it that do buy it with much care:
Believe me, you are marvellously changed.
Antonio: I hold the world but as the world, Gratiano;
A stage, where every man must play a part,
And mine a sad one.”
-The Merchant of Venice

“Christ what I wouldn’t give to live through an era where pop music, youth culture, social change & some intelligent ideals went arm in arm, tongue on tongue together. Did one ever exist? Can I create one? Do I need anything more than energy & a photocopier. I want to create a band that people will be sorry to miss, and obliged to adore. The Smiths had a special power. As did the Roses, the Jam, and, according to taste, many others. Something very English - imagine having melody, range, emotion, something to say and wear that attracts, interests and informs even instructs those that buy your records & mouth your words. I want to have a crack before I outgrow this youthful urge to be worshipped….”
-Peter Doherty, journal entry from 1999.


"To share the same space for a minute or two"
-Talking Heads

"I'll give him that blissful oblivion, I bet I can make the room spin"
-Lauren Fairweather

"Isn't it funny how some people have problems with freedom?"
-Mrs. Hunnewell

"Cause rain drops will hide my teardrops and no one will ever know, that I’m crying"
-The Temptations

"I don’t mind living in a man’s world as long as I can be a woman in it."
-Marilyn Monroe



"best thing I know is to do exactly what you want for a while"
-Roman Holiday



"You've got a lovely way with words, must be the way you see the world"
-The Virgins

Sunday, February 22, 2009

clickable circles and squares


Ridiculously Happy Times

Eating chocolate cake on the kitchen floor at midnight with my sister, laughing our asses off and falling on top of each other the whole time... it doesn't get much better than that.



Tired of serious things.
Exhausted actually.


Let's break the rules.

=D

Sunday, February 15, 2009

Books and Toast and Other Things

"'Look at that. Look at all those people. They look like ants. Sometimes I get the feeling that's all we are- ants. Do you ever feel that way?'
'Sometimes'
'I told it to my father once.'
'What did he say?'
'He didn't say anything. I told you, he never talks to me except when we study. But a few days later, while we were studying, he said that man was created by God, and Jews had a mission in life.'
'What mission is that?'
'To obey God.'
'Don't you believe that?'
'Sure I believe it. Sometimes I'm not sure I know what God wants though.'
'That's a funny thing for you to say.'
'Isn't it? I've never said that to anyone before.'"
-The Chosen

"I had lived in it all my life, but I never really saw it until I went through it that Friday afternoon"-The Chosen

"It's awful to have someone give you an image like that of yourself"-The Chosen

"There are few people whom I really love, and still fewer of whom I think well. The more I see of the world, the more am I dissatisfied with it; and every day confirms my belief of the inconsistency of all human characters, and of the little dependence that can be placed on the appearance of merit or sense."-Pride and Prejudice

"'Your defect is a propensity to hate everybody.'
'And yours, is wilfully to misunderstand them'"
-Pride and Prejudice"

Both, for I have always seen a great similarity in the turn of our minds. We are each of an unsocial, taciturn disposition, unwilling to speak, unless we expect to say something that will amaze the whole room, and be handed down to posterity with all the eclat of a proverb."
-Pride and Prejudice

"When someone sees the same people every day, as had happened with him at the seminary, they wind up becoming a part of that person's life. And then they want the person to change. If someone isn't what others want them to be, the others become angry. Everyone seems to have a clear idea of how other people should lead their lives, but none about his or her own."-The Alchemist

“We live in this culture where everything is supposed to be so hip and so cool, and it’s not cool to love, and it’s not cool to take care of each other, and it’s not cool to stand up for ourselves. But you know what? Fuck all of that. I believe in love, and I believe that the only way that we are going to survive this fucking craziness that’s going on in our world today is if we just learn to look at love, turn our heads the other way from all the bullshit, and fucking love.”
-Andrew McMahon

“When I was a girl, my life was music that was always getting louder. Everything moved me. A dog following a stranger. That made me feel so much. A calendar that showed the wrong month. I could have cried over it. I did. Where the smoke from a chimney ended. How an overturned bottle rested at the edge of a table. I spent my life learning to feel less. Every day I felt less. Is that growing old? Or is it something worse? You cannot protect yourself from sadness without protecting yourself from happiness.”
— Jonathan Safran Foer, Extremely Loud & Incredibly Close

"The world is hungry to hear about ideas"
-Monsignor

"I know if I feel this sad, then I'm alive"
-Sarah (sarahtheteenager)

"The thing I love most about life is you don't know where it's gonna go"
-Alex Day

"It's because it's not easy to tell a story that makes sense"
-John Green

I love Sunday mornings like these. The ones where I wake up in yesterday's clothes and Breakfast with the Beatles is on in the kitchen, where there is actually some beakfast-y food cooking (rare in this house). The whole house is loud from the sounds in the kitchen, and I can hear it from my room when I wake up. These only come around once in a while.
I love it because they don't change. Because no matter how different my life was last time one of these mornings came around, this is the same.