"crashing by desire"

Current Obsessions

Ballet Dancer- The Twins

Accidents Will Happen- Elvis Costello and the Attractions

The Equestrian Statue- Bonzo Dog Doo-Dah Band

Beard Lust- Natalie Portman's Shaved Head

Mr. Tambourine Man- The Byrds

Jane Eyre

soda in cans

cookie dough

extravagant doodles

bright colors

purple

high-tops

wildly-straight hair

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I'm coming to realize that I just don't have much to say.

Not much to say at all.

I'd much rather show you.

It's a feeling. A feeling of the sun coming back. Of walking with your ipod on, an inner bouncing, an inner laugh, an inner smile. of feeling a little bit too cool because of the shoes you're wearing. of uniform skirts, uniquely worn. of cement-on-converse-shoes. of psychedelic pictures and colors and sounds in your head from the music you hear. of bright, bright colors. bright... bright but soft. soft edges, soft and smooth swirls of pen. of making something pretty out of something ordinary. of having your own color code- making the petals of the flowers green and the stems pink. of making the grass blue, the water green and the sun purple. of chipped purple nail polish. of drinking from soda cans and feeling a bit too cool doing it. of bare-feet and late night studying. of the stillness of the house after everyone else is asleep. of sunglasses. of new ballet shoes replacing old beat-up ones. of the smell of... the smell of summer. of laughing in the midst of the end-of-school-year madness. of being stressed during the day... and carefree at night. of smileys and talks with mom and jokes with dad. of not taking things too seriously. it's a feeling. The oddest feeling. I can't tell you. I might just be able to show you. But probably not =D

It's livng. It's finding your own way. I'm not you, you're not me. Let's not pretend to be. Let's just... let's just be free.

*all pictures are mine- taken by me, edited by me* ... just to let y'all know