I have nothing to say. Walking around aimlessly, sitting and staring, pretending the people in the forrums and on ficlets care what I say, trying to forget that I'm alone.
That high of being by yourself and doing whatever you want lasts about 5 seconds. And then your like- what the hell?
I'm in a weird mood that I can only describe as- sluggish, sick of everything, confused, bored, numb, desperate.
I was having an argument with this spider that wouldn't leave today. It was rather one-sided.
I'm gonna go outside. See what is new out there. Even though there is nothing new out there. Maybe I'll- I don't know.
I have dance later. Auditions. Ugh. Auditions at my studio are hard to explain. I will not attempt it now. Because, I don't really feel like explaining it again.
"We frolicked about in our summer skin."
.....wow
ReplyDeletei agree... um what should we nickname this mood?
ReplyDeletehm. frolicking eh?
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