On Thinking, Alaska, Movies, and Vinegar.

So today and yesterday I've been doing a lot of sitting and staring off into space in my room. And not sitting in normal places in my room. (which is tiny, if you haven't seen it. But I love my tiny room) Like, in on the ground in the middle of the room, or on the ground against my bed, or in the corner, or against my door, or sideways on my bed, or hanging off of it or something strange like that. And I've just been thinking. About what? Random things. If a random person saw me they would think "Oh, she's thinking about something really important." But I'm really not. I mean sometimes I am, I guess. But mostly I'm just rambling... but in my head.

I think too much. Over think, analyzed, or just, THINK. All the time!! My brain just won't be quiet!!! I mean, I know it's like impossible to stop thinking, but I think my brain does extra. Which is impossible, I know. Ok, I'm not making any sense. I can't explain it in words. I've tried explaining this before, and the people just looked at me strangely. (is that a word?) But I know what I mean. So it's ok. =]=]

ANYWAYS. I finally put Bright Eyes on my computer!!! I mean, I've only had the cd for like months, right? lol. Except the person who burned the cd for me doesn't read my blog so whatever.

I finished Looking for Alaska!!! It was really good!!! It has occurred to me that I have read very few books that I actually didn't like. Same with movies. I guess I am easily pleased when it comes to books and movies.

But ones that I have really loved, that's a different story.

I'm seeing Prince Caspian tonight with my family. I'm excited because Kelly Belly and I are Movie Buddies, but since I've been going to the movies with my friends more this year we haven't been Movie Buddies as often. =[=[

But seriously no matter what we are seeing it's really fun going to the movies with my sister. =]=] lol we are so strange together. You should have seen us last night after we got home from that pizza place. OMG ITS WINE VINEGAR!! yah...

I think Kelly Belly and I will um... "continue" making cookies from scratch tonight.

THAT IS SO JOKES (no one gets it =[=[)

Yah... I'm beginning to become obsessed with Nerdfighters. And also Botherhood 2.0. They kind of go hand-in-hand don't they? So it's kind of frustrating that no one at lunch knew who John Green was today. And that if I start to say jokes instead of cool and add In Your Pants at the end of random book titles people will have no idea what I'm talking about. And the Yeti? DFTBA? Song Wednesdays? Made of Awesome? Forget it.

But at the same time I kind of like it. Like being part of this thing that barely anyone that I know personally know about. Is that incredibly selfish? Yah probably. Oh. Well.

I love nerdfighters. I love it!!! It's exactly my kind of thing. A big organization made up of people who are just as nerdy/enthusiastic/strange as me. And fighting against world-suck? What could be better?

Don't think I've forgotten about Ficlets. I haven't. I'm still addicted.

This is kind of bad though. I still need to get off the computer and go outside. I don't want to become like a vombie, practically living in front of the computer.

But... so... many... websites!!! That I love!!

Ugh. Man, I'm a conflicted person. (and I had a conversation about that with someone on Nerdfighters too. lol.)

Oh My Gooodness. I haven't written a ficlet forever it seems like. I'm worried that I'm replacing my ficlets addiction with a nerdfighters addiction. This is really not good. Because I love ficlets.

Man I'm beginning to talk [type] like them too.

Now off to watch B20, read Looking for Alaska, WRITE A FICLET [or a couple], take a shower, and make a house of cards!!

[not all at the same time of course]

Who shot that arrow in your throat?

Today was...
hmmm.
A lot of different things. Very strange. At lunch I was... yah. Sorry if I snapped at anyone, it's all kind of a blur. I was in a bad mood. Cuz my back huuurts. And I was also just... mad. For no reason. Why does this keep happening? For no particular reason? Maybe there's something wrong with me...

Anyway so after school it got better. Amara's house was fun. Yaaaah, our talent show things... ok...
lol.

And then I went on Nerdfighters! And Ficlets! And after this I'm gonna go on Youtube and do my homework. Ugh, I'm slowly killing myself. I know, you're saying, "then get off the computer and do your work! Get some sleep! You will have time for that later!"
Well, I don't exactly make the smartest decisions, and I'm saying that to myself, but I'm just not listening. Ugh, I'm stupid.

Can you tell I'm in a strange mood right now? And my back... ugh I want to lay down. It feels good when I lay down.

Oh, I have a new comment on my Nerdfighter page... (according to Gmail) I should probably check it... Actually I probably shouldn't but I probably will anyways.

Yah, I'm slowly killing myself.

I'm not good with titles

I keep thinking about the "future." Like on the trip, after we played truth that one night I kept thinking about what I would do after high school, what I would do after college. I don't know why. Maybe because of the road trip idea thing. lol the road trip. ok. ANYWAYS

Saw Indiana Jones yesterday. The bugs were creepy. It was a good movie. Probably going to the movies again today to see Made of Honor. But first I need to get new pointe shoes. Seriously, I cannot take another class in those shoes, I've had then since November. You're not supposed to have them for more than like 3 months. Oops.

Lock and Key was a good book. But I still like some of her (Sarah Dessen) other books better. And now since Sarah Dessen hasn't written anymore I'm reading The Nature of Jade by Deb Caletti. She's supposed to be a good author. So far she is.

I bought a CD! At Starbucks! The Starbucks at Trump Tower! Yah, I'm serious. It's Narrow Stairs, Death Cab for Cutie. Hm. It's good. I love Plans though, nothing can beat Plans. Watch me change my mind.

I vow not to say kk bibi anymore.

For now I will say bye.

=]

Home!

So I'm back! From the East Coast trip! Yay! Seriously, I'm actually glad to be home. Is it horrible that I'm surprised about that?

Now I just have a couple of things to do, but after that hopefully I won't be as stressed-out as before.

Yyeeesss!!! Like two more weeks of school!!! I'm so happy!!!

But also sad. I'm gonna miss my friends, the **island**

I'm gonna have to make new friends next year... uh... yah. ok.

But I'm not gonna worry about that. I'm not gonna worry about anything. I'm gonna do AR, the East Coast notebook, and organize the math and bible binders. And try not to think ahead.

Taking each step at a time, and getting some sleep. At least for the summer.

hm. Am I missing something? I feel like I'm missing something.

Like what you ask? I don't know. But something.

quiz results

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I"m really happy. Why? I don't know. These days I cannot decipher my moods very well. Maybe it's cause the science fair is over!!!! Or that all the other projects are over!! Or because the east coast is next week!! Or because I'm missing two weeks of dance!! (that's bad- I know) Or maybe it's cause I'm listening to Motion City Soundtrack and they put me in a good mood. I don't know. But I'm happy. =] See? Happy! lol

And, nervous. Cause of two things.

One, math test. I'm pretty confident about it, but that's why I'm scared. Whatch me fail because I think I might acually get the chapter.

Two, dance auditions for High School. I'm nervous. She thinks I'm good just because I dance at PCB, so I think I won't be as good as she thinks I am. And she's never even seen me dance!! I'm not very good...
And, it's not even the normal auditions because I'll be on the east coast trip during the real ones. So I'm taking on of her classes instead. I'm nnneeerrrrvvvvooouuuussss.
And, I'm missing the math test to take her class so I have to take it at some other time of the day. Probably 6th period. Or lunch. Yup.

I like this song. =]=]

I'm still happy. uummmm I have to leave now to go... somewhere. oooooo mysterious!! Not really, kk bibi.

(and by the way I said bibi first)

hahahahaha k bye